Why GOD Why!!

Long long ago, but not so long ago,
in my life,
there was a god,
i searched for him,
i waited for him,
i cried for him.

then the miracle came,
to see that there is no god,
i made my own religion,
thats the way of life.

then as i search deep within,
i saw the new light,
i became the observer to see all the gods.

i understand now, why they are gods,
i understand now, why i was human then.
all gods had one thing in common,
that they made their own religion.

The religion arose out of a need,
they had to invent, for them to survive.
They could sustain the fire within,
for them they have the spirit within.

Soon the idea spread,
like the fire in dry forest.
they tried to burn like their GOD,
but coudnt ,coz they had no spirit,
so they were left in ashes.

now i see the meaning of this verse,
"paritranaya sadhunam vinasaya ca duskrtam
dharma-samsthapanarthaya sambhavami yuge yuge"

When the spirit goes down, to live in this world,
one shall find his new spirit for him to survive.
as long the humans live,
the cycle shall go on to find the new.
The one who authors the new spirit,
shall become the GOD of his own merit.

Turbulence and Humans

For some 'n',
Thought is a like a wave in Tubulent flow.

It starts at a global scale,
and joins its immediate sail.
ignoring the adjacent shear,
and the upwind pressure.

The adjoint thoughts have to feed,
satisfying its boundary's need.
The thought cannot transmit further,
without the lower scales nurture.

one by one the waves arrive,
'n' cross 'n', they derive.

The thought might be ONE-fold,
the needs shall arise N-fold.

they grow faster and smaller,
till the desire of 'I' deliver.

all this process develops friction,
and shall loose as heat.
like one's mind looses attention,
and continues to do this unending feat.

But for some '1',
The desire shall die,

For the thought with no source,
shall follow its last course.

Its time now, the flow is laminar,
only to realise his origins are familiar.

The nonlinearity in the operator,
gave him the memory effects.
but along with it to the observer,
was also given the instability defects.

Now that there is no observer,
there is no meaning to the operator,
and thus the flow shall unite with its creator.

CHAPTER 1.1 --------- "HUMAN" explained

A  CELL IS A LITTLE HUMAN WITHIN

My analysis in understanding 'human' starts at fundamental level. At this level, the building blocks are the organic cells.It is important to realize that these cells can grow by themselves even without the support of human body. What i mean is that a cell has all the basic essential life mechanisms within it, which are the reproductive system, respiratory system, digestive system, reflexive system, defense system and so on.

Now let us analyze the cell structure. The cell is basically comprised of a cell membrane, nucleus and cytoplasm ( the liquid that separates membrane and nucleus). The structure of cell constitutes of amino acids. These are huge molecular chains of amines and carbon. The behavior of amino acids depends on how the chains are oriented in space. Eg ( glucose and fructose, these have same molecules in chains but fructose differs in     molecular alignment at on carbon center which essentially makes indigestible for humans).

The amino acids contain electron charge clouds which realign themselves when exposed to external charge. Thus when externally controlled on a large scale may result in massive movement , like lifting our hand,walking on our legs and so on...

Thus a cell like a human has its own independent life and works collectively with  its neighboring cells like we do and does so in order to improve its chance of living in this world. So we need to understand that there exists no identity of human on his own and he is only a collective response of individual cells that are cooperating with each other for better life.

Understanding Bhagavdgita at quantum level --- A discussion

"Time, If may be described as interval between two thoughts, then 'I' existed only in between these thoughts, and all otherwhile was the amazing flow of cosmic energy witnessed. " ------------ Rajesh katreddy.

My understanding of bhagavadgita is summarized as below.

A human is an integration of all the good and the bad thoughts and actions. His conscience creates a choice of performing these actions. Both good and bad are the result of the same energy that runs though out the universe in every spectrum. The conscience has the choice in driving this energy in either direction. Perception drives human conscience in choosing an action. So it is important for a human to have a right kind of perception.

Though the above summary looks simplistic in approach, when understood rightly gives holistic path to be lead in life. The summary rightly ends with the word perception. let me group those words in above statement that our mind subconsciously skips the importance of it in right spirit.

HUMAN , GOOD , BAD , CONSCIENCE , ENERGY , UNIVERSE , CHOICE, PERCEPTION.

My discussions that follow would be an attempt to explain these words and understand the right spirit of the statement made.